21's reflectionabril 02, 2013
Hi! The last Sunday was my Birthday and sincerely it wasn't what I had expected. I would like to tell you what had happened if you want to know it keep reading.
The whole month I had been looking forward for the special day, my day. However I've been waiting two years because the last year I was living in England and I had to celebrate with my family (include my boyfriend) and friends online. So, this year I wanted the perfect Birthday.
Every year I celebrate my Birthday four days before and doing it with my elder sister, Patricia. I love my sister, obviously, but I wanted to feel unique, special. And family accepted to do it for me. The date was clear but I gave also some hints (my favourite non-chocolate cake -my sister can't stand chocolate, and other kind of things).
Everything looked perfect and should have been. But I had and excess of desire to made it perfect that I have ruined the whole day. As the desaster was growing as my feeling of guilty. Although my family tried to made my happy, my anxious to enjoy the day broke my desire of have a perfect day.
Anyway I'll always appreciate everything they do for me because is the way they show me their love. I have also learnt that I should keep calm more often, don't try to control everything and let the time do its job.
Us estimo moltíssim família.